I am at the point in my healing where I am sick of feeling horrible. I want to stop thinking about him, what he is doing, how he is feeling, how he could do this to us. You know what? It doesn’t matter anymore. I cannot change him! He is a lost cause. I cannot save him. I need to stop trying. I need to choose joy!
I came out of the crap storm relatively ok. I still have my kids and they love me. I still have my grandchildren in my life. My friends and family support me. I have the love and support of my church family. Compared to him and what he has been left with (her), I have everything! I need to choose joy!
I need to stop focusing on losing him. He is only one piece, and not a very good one, of a very blessed and full life. He is not the end-all, be-all, of a my life. He left. I need to let him. He made his choice. I need to choose joy! So JOY is the focus of everything I will do in 2018. And in that spirit, my posts from here on out will be on how I am choosing to heal, things that work for me, and how I choose joy. It’s time to move on…
Be Strong, Stay Sweet!